Often I have posted a funny, sarcastic or joking update on April Fools day, but not this year, with all the scary and sad things going on with CoronaVirus! Ugh, at first it seemed overly dramatic on the news, with the word "Pandemic" flashed all over our screens. Now reality has set in, that this tiny microscopic virus is HUGE! I just can't wrap my head around what's happening. Can you? The impact on the world, on society, on each one of us, is just enormous. Maybe in isolated, minimally occupied areas of the earth, things are different, but in large cities and communities, this thing is overwhelming. I am not the type to panic or have anxiety, but the longer this thing goes on, and the longer there's a possibility of me and those in my circle being infected, the more "scared" I have become. First Myeloma is trying to kill me, now this little critter is out to get me... ugh, I just want a simple, uncomplicated, drama free life for whatever time I have left. And I just want to feel ok. Is that too much to ask???
So in my little world, Myeloma thinks it's time to aggravate me, and overpower the meds I am currently taking. Here we go again with how smart biology and chemistry is, and Myeloma's ability to mutate and become smarter than the drugs trying to kill it. I've been on 40mg Dexamethasone steroids, Velcade and 400mg Cyclophosphamide/Cytoxan since September 2018, and that's a remarkably long run for me! Often my type of Myeloma is able to overpower the meds within about a year or less, so I am grateful I've had as long as I've had with this current triplet battling for me. It's a crazy way to live, month to month, actually week to week, actually day to day, wondering what's going on inside me and wondering how powerful Myeloma is becoming.
Well here's my recent IGA results, and you can see what is going on:
January I jumped to 1000, then February down to the 500's, now March way up to the 1400's! How crazy is that!! Normal is between 70-400. Additionally, my M Protein (M Spike) has increased to 1.02, (zero is normal). So here we go... the Myeloma roller coaster on one side, and Corornavirus on the other side. And of course the continued insanity of my husband's Alzheimer's. Just never expected my "golden years" to be so full of "platinum" drama lol.
What am I going to do, you ask. Well nothing, as I just don't want the stress of changing meds and dealing with new medication side effects at this time. As I write this, I am having side effects from Monday's chemo, but over a year and a half into this protocol, the side effects are fairly predictable and somewhat tolerable. I feel yucky, but still functional, as I'm always pushing myself... except when I feel completely awful... which is what I fear from CoronaV. I was so sick with a "headcold" or "flu" so much of later Dec, into most of Jan and I think into early Feb. Took me a long time to get well. I just hate feeling awful, and just hate feeling sick all the time, from Myeloma, side effects, chemo, etc. Maybe I had CoronaV back then, and now I'm immune! Wouldn't that be an ironic miracle. And maybe all the meds and chemo I'm on, and have been on, will fend off CoronaV!!
And now... a Huge Shout Out to my amazing local Kaiser that has implemented incredible cootie screening protocols! Here's a few pics I took on Monday when I went for my Velcade shot. I actually feel safer now, then ever before, as the cleaning and sanitizing, and screening for sickies and cooties is way beyond anything I have ever seen. And it should be like this all the time! Cross contamination is what gets all of us, the well and the sick. Just be clean people, and have common sense about what you touch, what you cross contaminate, where you walk, and touch, and take precautions around dirty humanity! Yikes I have been saying and doing this for decades! Most likely why I am still alive, and why I've been able to battle Myeloma back for over 10 years now!!!
Back off coooties!