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Monday, April 17, 2017

Hello Neupogen/Zarxio- Let's Pump Up This Immune System, plus Good News Stats

(Updated below!)

Hello everyone, and thank you for reading and following my crazy adventures. I have a Dr appointment 4.18.17, so I will update you with all my recent stats tomorrow, and tell you about my crashed immune system and getting Zarxio for 3 days in a row this past week. Thanks for checking in, and see you tomorrow with numbers!

4.18.17 UPDATE!! NEW NEWS!!

Hello again everyone- been a busy last couple of days. As I've written before, I often think I won't have much to say from post to post, but sheesh am I wrong about that. Seems like so much happens in my MyelomaVille life in just 10 days, between my "On The 7's" posts. Here's what's been going on:

My WBC (White Blood Count) crashed to 1.7 (Normal range = 4 -11) on April 10. Most likely a result of my 3 week standard course of Pomalyst. Unfortunately, this pill form chemo/immunotherapy wreaks havoc on my fragile immune system, so my Dr put me on 3 shots of Neupogen/Zarxio last week. Yippee, as I do just fine on these, as I am so short on WBCs (White Blood Cells), I don't have the "crowding" and painful bone pain many report when on "granulocyte colony-stimulating factor (G-CSF), filgrastim". Fortunately, this brought my WBCs up to a whopping 2.0 and then 2.8 (Normal range = 4 -11), from yesterday's labs. My Dr was very concerned that my ANC (Neutrophils) had dipped to Neutropenic status, (I think she said .99, but I didn't see that on my lab report), so that was another reason she offered me the Zarxio shots. I am now a "whopping" 1.28 (Normal range 1.80-7.70). When I say "whopping", I am of course being sarcastic, as I am sadly very Immune Compromised, and try to live as "Bubble Girl" when I can lol. So that's the "Bad News".

 My chemo buddy Josephine-Josie and I
entertaining ourselves, the lab staff and guests with our antics.
Can you imagine being on chemo, bounced up by steroids,
and slammed down by Benadryl?! Pretty funny combination that causes
hyper-ness and sleepiness all at the same time lol

And now the GOOD NEWS:
THANK YOU Darzalex, with Pomalyst, and Dexamethasone, you are pummeling Myeloma!

From a high of 4130 to the current 527
Still abnormal, but Wow!

Even my IgG is coming up ^

My "sorority" stats are good too ^

Although I am still "Abnormal" (lol, yes in many ways), 
my M-Protein at recent labs "Is Not Detected"!
Previous M-Protein spike was as high as 3.6 in February!
and now... wow, just wow, 
Not even on the scoreboard ^
 This test and result is new to me
Will have research this one ^

 Current CBCs
A mixed bag, but not too shabby.

Now this one I will have to research too, 
as I wasn't wanting to join the IgG Kappa sorority.
I remember reading how Darzalex affects IgG
and I was a bit concerned about this, as I'm IgA myeloma...
I previously found a reference to it here

Here I am checking in today, bright and early (for me)
at 8:50am for my Dr appointment and 6-7 hour treatment.
Today is infusion #8
Can you believe that!
How time flies when your weeks are taken up by
cancer, chemo and side effects-
Thank you Dex steroids for propping me up
and making me feel ok once a week!

 The amazing check-in ladies
Arcie and Robin.
They've been the smiling faces, 
wonderfully caring ladies, greeting me 
for 7 years now. Just loooove them!

And here's my new Darzalex schedule-
protocol is weekly, for weeks 1-8, 
then reduces to every other week for weeks 9-24,
then reduces to monthly until "disease progression" or
I become "refractory" to it and have to hunt for another treatment.

My life!

Yes, this is my life. I have cancer. A cancer called Myeloma. A cancer I knew nothing about until December 30, 2009. A cancer that has taken over my personal life, stolen my career, limited me in ways that are so profound, I can't even comprehend it. I am still in disbelief and denial. Even on treatment days, when I check in, consult with my oncologist, and check into the chemo lab for 6-7 hours, I still feel like this an out of body experience, and I am just "posing as a cancer" patient, an "imposter" going through the motions. But when I'm "invited" to the chemo chair or chemo bed, my IV needle inserted, medicine bags with my name on it hung, drip drip goes the infusion into my veins... reality of my status does slam me. When I chit chat with fellow patients and we exchange our respective "horror stories", reality does hit me. When I "coach" new members of this "unwanted club", and unwittingly sound so knowledgeable, reality does hit me. When I mention I have been doing this for 7 years, and will continue doing this for my "forever", reality does hit me. Other's shock and awe of my status, of my continuous treatments, of my incurable cancer diagnosis status, then the impact of my situation hits me.

When I view and discuss my Labs, reality hits me. When I consult with my Doctors and Chemo-Pharmacists, and they are very concerned and serious, reality does hit me. When the term "high risk" references my status, reality hits me.When my myeloma morphs, mutates and outsmarts my treatments, and my cancer stats escalate, reality does hit me and hits me hard, and I get scared. But today, I am encouraged and have new hope for additional successful months with Darza, Pom and Dex pummeling this monster within me. Myeloma patients just hope and pray our treatments continue successfully, buying precious time..., hoping the amazing medical scientists and researchers continue to develop additional meds to treat this stealthy, sneaky cancer, that will always outsmart and return with a vengeance. It's just a matter of time...

It's a strange and scary feeling, that my life is entirely in the hands of others, that my life depends on highly complex scientific molecular and cellular knowledge that I barely understand. It's overwhelming that my life entirely depends on targeted chemicals coursing through my veins, joined by pills cunningly circulating in my blood stream, their mission to annihilate cancer cells, and to keep me alive. Imagine wondering if this internal chemical warfare will last months, or a month. Imagine wondering, always wondering, treatment to treatment, blood test to blood test, if my personal "Team Pummel Myeloma" can outsmart and out chemical myeloma. Imagine living day to day, wondering... wondering when the myeloma roller coaster will jerk me in that "other direction".

Yet, I remain hopeful always, as I Want To Live... for a long time! 

Live happy, live well, and make a difference somewhere, somehow, with someone or something as often as you can


  1. Replies
    1. Thank you for being such a loyal blog "trail rider" Jan :)) xoxo

  2. In my thoughts and prayers..

    1. Hi Karen, thank you for your support, thoughts and prayers! How's everything with you? :))

  3. Like the low numbers!!!! Like your perspective!!!! Love you!!!!!!!

    1. Love u too Gay, and thank you so much for all the NZ surprizes with Kelly! So much fun to have our vicarious international girlfriendship! Thank you for checking in and being such a loyal follower! xoxo


My Story... How my MM was diagnosed

October/November/December 2009...

Most of my life I was VERY presumptuous about being healthy, taking my (mostly) GOOD health for granted...
I was committed to annual check-ups for all of us, and so late October 2009, my daughter and I went for our annual and very routine physicals.

Surprise, surprise... my routine blood tests revealed extreme Anemia, significant White and Red Cell issues, low Platelets, and a variety of other CBC red flags! I was (stupidly) not worried when my GP doc left repeated phone messages to contact him, and when we did speak, I (stupidly) requested postponement of his referral appointment to the Hematology Dept until the end of the Fall academic term.

Arriving for my first appointment Dec 14, 2009, I was confronted with the check-in sign that read: "Hematology/Oncology"... What? Nooooo! not me... I must be in the WRONG place! And so my diagnosis journey began with vials and vials of blood drawn "stat", urgent Dr consultations, a surprise and painful Bone Marrow Biopsy, a full body Skeletal Scan, more blood tests stat, and then on 12.30.2009... THE revealing meeting... the "huh-what" moment ... the confirmation diagnosis that I, Julie, have CANCER!!!

Happy New Year to me, I just learned a new vocabulary word:
Multiple Myeloma!!! MM, Multiple Mye-what-loma!!!

January - June 2010

My medical metamorphosis began.
I read, and read, and read and researched and researched MM. I trusted my expert Oncology/Hematology team's plan and began my "New Normal" as a cancer patient.
My treatment plan was developed to include powerful Dexemthesone steroids paired with Revlimid chemotherapy, with the plan to be hospitalized for an Autologous Stem Cell Transplant July 2010.

I began living "one day at a time" like never before.
Jim was a wreck. Alissa and Scott were stunned; family and friends shocked.

Me... Cowgirl Up! I got back in the saddle and knew I was in for the ride of my life!
I did well on my initial pill-form Revlimid Chemo, "roid-rage" Dex Steroids and other supportive meds. I am forever deeply grateful and appreciative for all the love and support from everyone in my personal and professional life! I thank all of you for working along with me, and allowing me to continue to lead a semi "normal" life!
YOU have helped save my life!

My treatment trail ride forks to City of Hope hospital as I will saddle up beginning June 9, 2010 for a new rodeo called an Autologous Stem Cell Transplant!
Ye-Ha, let the adventure begin!

Chemical Warfare...

January 2010 - May 2010:
My initial chemo regimen:

Pill form Chemo= Revlimid (10mg capsules)
Pill form Dexamethasone Steroids (40 mg!) paired with Omeprazole
Mepron (looks like yellow finger paint) Anti-fungal, Anti-viral, etc for my very compromised immune system
B-12- to build those cells!
.81 Aspirin to prevent DVT, Revlimid complications
Allopurinol- keeping the kidneys healthy
Acyclovir- anti-Shingles, anti-viral

June 2010:
High dose IV Cytoxan chemo
Neupogen to build up stem cells for Apheresis, stem cell harvest, which was very successful, as City of Hope was able to collect 9.5 million of my own stem cells

July 2010 Hospitalization:
Two days of high dose Melphalan chemo
Then July 5, 2010 = my Autologous Stem Cell transplant infusion!

And you can read my whole story from that point forward in this blog!

What is multiple myeloma?

What is multiple myeloma?

Cancer starts when cells in the body begin to grow out of control. Cells in nearly any part of the body can become cancer, and can spread to other areas of the body. To learn more about how cancers start and spread, see What Is Cancer?

Multiple myeloma is a cancer formed by malignant plasma cells. Normal plasma cells are found in the bone marrow and are an important part of the immune system.

The immune system is made up of several types of cells that work together to fight infections and other diseases. Lymphocytes (lymph cells) are the main cell type of the immune system. The major types of lymphocytes are T cells and B cells.

When B cells respond to an infection, they mature and change into plasma cells. Plasma cells make the antibodies (also called immunoglobulins) that help the body attack and kill germs. Lymphocytes are in many areas of the body, such as lymph nodes, the bone marrow, the intestines, and the bloodstream. Plasma cells, however, are mainly found in the bone marrow. Bone marrow is the soft tissue inside some hollow bones. In addition to plasma cells, normal bone marrow has cells that make the different normal blood cells.

When plasma cells become cancerous and grow out of control, they can produce a tumor called a plasmacytoma. These tumors generally develop in a bone, but they are also rarely found in other tissues. If someone has only a single plasma cell tumor, the disease is called an isolated (or solitary) plasmacytoma. If someone has more than one plasmacytoma, they have multiple myeloma.

Multiple myeloma is characterized by several features, including:

Low blood counts

In multiple myeloma, the overgrowth of plasma cells in the bone marrow can crowd out normal blood-forming cells, leading to low blood counts. This can cause anemia – a shortage of red blood cells. People with anemia become pale, weak, and fatigued. Multiple myeloma can also cause the level of platelets in the blood to become low (called thrombocytopenia). This can lead to increased bleeding and bruising. Another condition that can develop is leukopenia – a shortage of normal white blood cells. This can lead to problems fighting infections.

Bone and calcium problems

Myeloma cells also interfere with cells that help keep the bones strong. Bones are constantly being remade to keep them strong. Two major kinds of bone cells normally work together to keep bones healthy and strong. The cells that lay down new bone are called osteoblasts. The cells that break down old bone are called osteoclasts. Myeloma cells make a substance that tells the osteoclasts to speed up dissolving the bone. Since the osteoblasts do not get a signal to put down new bone, old bone is broken down without new bone to replace it. This makes the bones weak and they break easily. Fractured bones are a major problem in people with myeloma. This increase in bone break-down can also raise calcium levels in the blood. (Problems caused by high calcium levels are discussed in the section “How is multiple myeloma diagnosed?”)


Abnormal plasma cells do not protect the body from infections. As mentioned before, normal plasma cells produce antibodies that attack germs. For example, if you developed pneumonia, normal plasma cells would produce antibodies aimed at the specific bacteria that were causing the illness. These antibodies help the body attack and kill the bacteria. In multiple myeloma, the myeloma cells crowd out the normal plasma cells, so that antibodies to fight the infection can’t be made. The antibody made by the myeloma cells does not help fight infections. That’s because the myeloma cells are just many copies of the same plasma cell – all making copies of the same exact (or monoclonal) antibody.

Kidney problems

The antibody made by myeloma cells can harm the kidneys. This can lead to kidney damage and even kidney failure.