Hello to The Big Countdown to my 10th Myeloma Diagnois Anniversary!
Most are counting down to Christmas and New Years.
I'm counting down to December 30, my Life Changing 10th anniversary of hearing the word Myeloma. Learning I had 70% Myeloma eating me up alive.
December 30, 2009 forever and ever changed my life...
10 years surviving vicious cancer!
Would have never thought I'd make to my 60th birthday.
Never would have thought I'd beat Myeloma for 10 years.
Never would have thought my body could process all the medical chemicals I put into my body to stay alive.
Yes I think about this daily
Yes I think about being a myeloma cancer patient daily
Yes my thoughts are consumed with my status
Yes medical stuff and illness overshadows EVERYTHING in my life
Yes I'm grateful
Yes I'm pissed
Yes I'm happy some days
Yes I'm angry some days
Yes I am medical miracle
Yes I am beat up, exhausted, fatigued, burnt out, sad, mad and overwhelmed
Yes I am. I am. I am still here and super proud of it.
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Did you see my amazing Snow pictures on my last post? So lucky to have made that snow drive. Rarely get out. Was such a treat. So few "good days"...
Thank you for reading and caring as you do!
In the meantime, check out these great treatment articles from the Myeloma Crowd!
I still look forward to your posts. Always enlightening.ReplyDelete
Are all those dogs yours?
Aww Wendy! Thank you so much for letting me know my posts are meaningful and you look forward to reading my blog :))Delete
I just never know who's out there reading until I get sweet comments like yours! Thank you Wendy!
Yes ours :)) The white one is Hanna, middle 2 are Nala and Jack (our 3 are rescues and Chihuahuas), and the Pugs on either side are my son's fiance's :))
Hope you and your family are doing well, and happiest holidays to you! xoxo Julie xoxo